Driving Lesson's

One bright shiny New Year’s Day my father decided it was time for me to learn to drive.  After three aborted attempts and many tears (on both our parts) he decided to enroll me in Drivers’ Training.  My instructor, Mr. Carpenter, gave me words of wisdom the first day that have stayed with me – “when you drive don’t focus on where you are but where you want to go.  The car will go where your eyes are focused.”  At the time, I thought he was talking about the stores along the road, the cute guy standing in his front yard or the carload of people beside me, because I discovered as I paid attention to the things around me, my 2000 pound car would go in that direction.  I have discovered since, those were important life lessons.  He also taught me not to look at the nose of the car (current position) but further down the road where I was headed.  According to his theory, the rear-view mirror was not a place to stare but merely a point of reference to make sure nothing was overtaking me.

As 2019 unfolds before us, I am reminded of those driving lessons.  God has set a new year in front of us.  We can look at the circumstances – stock market going up and down; health issues; personal financial issues; family problems – or we can fix our sights on what is beyond all that, which is God.  My focus on Him will keep my car (my life) running straight and true.  Looking at the front of the car (current circumstances) or at the other distractions along the road will only cause me to end up in a ditch of my own making.  Spending too much time looking back at the past and past mistakes will rob me of today’s joys.   We need to be aware of current circumstances, but to concentrate on them and not on God’s promises only leads to disaster. 

The Apostle Paul wrote in Philippians 3:13-14 - Brothers and sisters, I do not consider that I have made it my own yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal to win the [heavenly] prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. 

I think Paul must have taken driving lessons from his own Mr. Carpenter because the message is the same.  Focus yourself beyond the present circumstances, beyond the past failures, and look to Jesus who keeps our path straight.

As the old chorus says – Turn your eyes upon Jesus.  Look full in His wonderful face and the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace.

The Christmas Star

Mathew 2:10

When they saw the star, they rejoiced with exceeding great joy.

During the Christmas season I often find my mind and emotions being flooded with memories of Christmas past.  Most of those memories are filled with the warmth of home, the smell of cookies baking and the love shared with friends and family.  I, like many others also have memories that are bittersweet.  When these memories pass through my mind’s eye, I might smile but find that smile accompanied by tears.

During the Christmas of 2014 I experienced one of those bittersweet Christmases.  I had been diagnosed with stage IV Colon Cancer 4 months prior and was undergoing chemotherapy.  I was on treatment number eight of twelve.  I treasured each precious moment with my family and savored, finding deeper appreciation for those “little” moments.  My doctors had not given me any false hope.  They were straightforward with their protocol, treating me with the most advanced plan they had and as for an outcome they said we would just have to wait and see. 

However, my hope for the out-come was in something more. Something not held in the hands of man but in the power of a risen savior.  Hope is beautiful thing.  Hope is something we must guard in our heart.  There was a war in the atmosphere around me that Christmas between hope and despair. 

Hebrews 11:1 says faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen. 

During this time of hope and despair the God that I served sent me help in the way of a star.  Every evening, after I had turned my light off in our dressing area, I had a perfect view of the night sky through a small octagonal window.  Not just any star but a Christmas star! Some unknown person had strung a large lighted Christmas star on the side of their grain silo a few miles from our house, and every evening there it was reminding me of the hope that was mine because God chose to leave his home on high and dwell among lowly man such as I.  He came that I might have life and have it abundantly (John 10:10).

During this Christmas season, if your finding yourself in a struggle with emotion, remember no matter what it may “look” like to the eye, there is a hope.  Have faith, it is the substance of those things you hope for and the evidence of the things not seen.  Nothing is to hard for God, and one of my favorite sayings, “this too shall pass”. 

This Christmas I am 3 years NED, no evidence of disease.  Guard your hope, keep the faith!